When the visitors finally left, and Christopher locked the door behind them and quickly returned to his sister, taking her, so unusually pale and dead palms in his, and said what he wanted to start a conversation with Jane.
- Forgive me Jane, I'm sorry that I left you for all this time and disappeared. I.. I am so guilty before you, because it was I who was obliged to support you and explain everything, and not Roxana. - On the Toreador's face there was an expression of unbearable anguish and grief - And in the end I disappeared, and all this time I was looking for pity for myself.
Brother looked up full of prayer for forgiveness to his sister's eyes, and the same old notes of enthusiasm and dreams began to flicker on his face - It should have been different... Your becoming... I wanted to give you the opportunity to enjoy all the gifts that gave life earlier to me too... - A smile appeared on Chris's face - And then, you had to see this city with new eyes and in new colors... The darkness of the alleys, and the brightness of the night streets, as if twisted to the maximum... Hear with your new, heightened hearing every note of laughter, joy, or sadness in the voices of people, our fellow citizens, our visitors.
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